NOT ABOUT THAT LEISURELY LIFE (DEMO)

by QUIET SONS

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03:09
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03:07
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04:17
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03:25
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03:41

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released 11 August 2013

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Track Name: NEVER WAS
He has things that I wanted
Please I want to never want it
Is this thinking from weakness
Indifference is not for me but neither is an answer

so what am I looking for?
When my intent is unsure as I
Pull my head out from in myself
I was never him nor did I want what he

Has
but she
Hurts
I don’t want to feel, what I don’t believe
but I don’t believe in the things I feel
How long will it take, till I realize
I keep singing ‘I’, frozen in ‘I’

Feel something outside of
What comes from inside this
Place the one and the only
that’s your place it’s the one and the only
Track Name: LIKE I'M YOU
How can anybody
Believe in anyone but me
cause all I am is belief in someone
other than who I am
who I am informed by no one
other than myself

Pretending
Like I am searching for
Something True to me
From the outside, for the inside

It’s what I see it’s what I know the things that’re beautiful to me
But I still don’t see eye to eye with what I think I should believe
Yet I believe I don’t see eye to eye with anyone so what do I hold onto
Untrue

How can anybody
Believe in anyone but me
TAKE me out, in discomfort
just because it’s who I am
WASTEd self I love you
just because I don’t care who you are
Track Name: FINAL PARADISE
You've resigned but you still want to feel
Feel good with nothing to lose
Drown in it there's nothing to prove
Soon enough there'll be nothing in you
And even though I'm no better off I know
Your eyes are completely hollow
Whats this feeling you've lost in your bones
What's this feeling so cold and so stoned

Paradise
No ones home
Sacrifice
What's left to atone

Try to erase yourself all for comfort
Give up under pressure, for thin and diluted pleasure
Pagan disbelief won’t give you heaven
God’s love won’t heal this falling earth

Youth melts into a vile murky gray
Hope and despair, I want to lose it all
When all I have, is both but none
Track Name: AGENCY
Girls so fine but I know they’d never change me
Still I wanted what I thought they’d have anyways
Young and honest right now we have no price to pay
Yeah, I’m still young but my backbone hurts me every day

Well hiding’s
Not protecting
Anyone, I just acted like it did
We’ll be sharing pain in different ways
Nothingness is kissing you

So I can’t wait anymore
Regressing to repression
I just want anyone
Lover/stranger help me feel
I’m worth something
Gratify me earnestly
Take in nothing, just to hear the words

So try, to think about not thinking
Cause the more you know you’ll see the damage you’ll be dealing
Lose faith in your own agency, like me

Well hiding’s
Not protecting
Anyone, I just acted like it did
We’ll be sharing pain in different ways
Nothingness is a

feeling
Yet we all turn to warmth

Well in the end, when we’ve all run our course
Self importance we’ll lose without remorse

So I can’t wait anymore
Regressing to repression
I don’t want anyone
Mother/father help me feel
I’m worth something
Gratify me earnestly
Take in nothing, just to hear the words
Track Name: JUSTIFY
Work my mind off yet not having what I wanted
Sleep it all off yet I still feel so fucking tired
am I fine, lethargic all the time
close the blinds, no one has to know

The conflicted mind
of someone who tries
it only hurts me
when I’m lonely

Telling everybody that my values aren’t feeling
remind me now and tell me why I’m the one whose hurting
so alive with curiosity
afraid to die when actualizing it

Take your time
the wait’s not unkind
it only hurts me
when I’m lonely